vestiges

I have this desire to sometimes just leave everything behind, not simply my surroundings but also my memories my pains and my appearance, to become another person in another place no longer shackled by what once was. It's different from the usual want to cease existing entirely or to get through a problem, it's more abstract. I'm chasing a dream in which I can be someone else, that will never happen though, I'd like to have at least a new begging a period of peace and solitude through which I can come out finally being myself. A long passageway a liminal space in which I can sort everything out, stare at the velvet carpet and listen to the hum of fluorescent lights, a peace from everything, I'd like to come out a different person one that is more me. I pray for the moment a passage appears making this form nothing more than a vestige as I pass through it.