Im taking the steps, slowly but surely, I'm building the passage, my chest is not taking this lightly and I'm stressed, but I have hope that I will come out happier on the other side, whenever that comes. Clothes are a part of that, I know I won't wear these for a long time, but it really is the only step towards the goal I can conceive taking right now, especially with my budget. I was in a casting for an ad today, it's possible that at least that problem will fix itself if I get picked