I don't know what will happen any more, everything is constantly shifting, everything seems uncertain. The only solace is the fact is the cyclical nature of it all. Wake school repeat, wake school repeat... It seems inevitable now, even escaping the current cycle will lead me into another. There... there really is no escape, I can only hope to find peace within it. Making the cycle positive seems impossible, since the not so frequent hardships seem to be more common than positives. Making tea is nice though, drawing is nice... Maybe that makes it ok. I don't know yet, I'm hoping the next cycle will be better, I'm content with only having hope for now